Life as of 31st January 2020 (I am with you)

It hurts to move,  to disappoint the ones you love I am with you.  There is pain in your eyes, as you leave your friends behind I am with you.  There is a lump in your throat, as you watch it fade away I am with you.  There is hope in your heart that it willContinue reading “Life as of 31st January 2020 (I am with you)”

We don’t know

The post below is so deeply personal and a complete change of voice and style that it needs its own forward. I am on a journey, as we all are. Part of my journey is to write about what I have experienced, will experience and what I want to experience in its most pure andContinue reading “We don’t know”

Potter and Bimble

I can feel my physical energy starting to return and the joint inflammation is dissipating.  And I am pretty sure that reading the signs and stopping rather than pushing through has helped the process.  Participating in an online conference with several Mindfulness meditations most likely played a role too. So today I have been indulgingContinue reading “Potter and Bimble”

Messages from suffering

I am tired and achy today.  M.E symptoms have flared up a little this week and am experiencing what my exercise therapist calls a “setback”. This of course throws up all sorts of emotions and thought patterns and triggers a reprise of some old soundtracks. So in an effort to regain some form of controlContinue reading “Messages from suffering”

The State within

Still caught in the grips on the solar eclipse detox which has manifested as a chest infection.  I feel dreadful and each of my senses is in full rebellion. I caught myself looking forward to post detox when I am all shiny and new and that reminded me of a conversation we had at theContinue reading “The State within”