Return of the Sun

A Winter Solstice Prayer for the sick Let me streak the sky gold with my fingers thenBreathe in its frosted kiss to quench my lungs.Let the brightening Sun soak through my skinAnd Light be all throughout reflected, returning the forces that nourish my frame.Yet, let the cool of the Earth fuse with my bonesAnd theContinue reading “Return of the Sun”

Collateral damaged

Warning: This post contains my thoughts on vaccine harm following the covid-19 vaccine. It is neither anti nor pro. I remain committed to the protection of public health through social distancing, mask-wearing and immunisation, and I would have a further dose of a vaccine myself if one was provided which does not lead to theContinue reading “Collateral damaged”

Treasure

I couldn’t sleep. I had insomnia at both ends of the night, one of the features of M.E that I struggle with the most. I finally gave up around 6am and, with my stomach also awake, I decided to get up, go downstairs, make myself a cup of tea and treat myself to some gingerContinue reading “Treasure”

Undercurrent

I don’t have an invisible disabilty, I have a disability visibly ignored. You might, if you want, see it in my eyes if you look close enough; in my voice, with a keen ear. There’s even, sometimes, a smell. Sickly sweet. But yes, there are no obvious signs – no chair nor stick, and likelyContinue reading “Undercurrent”

Their Final Performance: ProtestNICE4ME

Image reads: THEIR FINAL PERFORMANCE 1.1.   Who better than those who profess to know minds to twist our actions? Those that have plundered the void to plug with their confidence (tricks). To keep those of us blighted by secrets locked tight in our cells bombarded by their (un)veiled attacks. To call us the aggressors in theirContinue reading “Their Final Performance: ProtestNICE4ME”

Mission 2021

Image reads: Mission 2021: If my liberty means the incarceration of others, I am not free. If my prosperity means the poverty of others, I have no riches. If my success means the failure of others, I have not achieved. If my wellbeing means the sickness of others, I cannot heal. Until we are allContinue reading “Mission 2021”

P/o/EM

I wrote the poem below twelve days ago now. People with M.E. (Myalgic Encephalomyelitis) will recognise the play on a familiar term we use in my title – PEM, which is short for Post-Exertional Malaise. This is a time when M.E. symptoms intensify – the feeling of having no energy, heavy limbs, exhaustion and depletion,Continue reading “P/o/EM”

If only

I was just starting to stir this morning. Not quite asleep, not quite awake, lying in the world in between. I felt nothing. No pain, no tiredness, for a moment I thought I had recovered and allowed space to entertain the feeling. But I took a breath and time moved on and it all cameContinue reading “If only”

Hope-elect

I’m on the midnight trainWith Georgia on my mind.There’s no longer a doubt, they cast the wicked outRight down the finest of lines. I’m flying over the Arizona sunWhere it is becomimg clearHumanity has won, ego is doneCompassion and hope are near. I’m with the Brothers and Sisters of LoveFilled with dance and songThey justContinue reading “Hope-elect”